Mr Thomas, 45, who got here out as homosexual in 2009, disclosed his diagnosis and his “shame” of maintaining it secret in a newspaper interview on Sunday.
But in an emotional tv look on Wednesday morning he mentioned his parents’ response to the information – and his heartbreak that it may not come from him.
“They love me, they love me whatever,” he stated. “It’s just, I can never have that time back, I can never have that moment back just to sit down with them and be able to explain to them why their own son is going to be okay and will live through this and live a healthy life.”
In a BBC Wales documentary resulting from air this night, the ex-Lions participant discusses how he would “absolutely not” have gone public about his HIV had a tabloid not threatened to publish it, and retraces “living in fear” after a reporter came upon.
Visibly upset and along with his voice quivering, he instructed the BBC this morning: “That person got here and took that second away from me, and my parents will say they’re advantageous as a result of that’s my parents, however I can’t think about how they’d really feel.
“Can you think about somebody coming to your door and saying one thing so private and so intrusive to you about the factor and person that you’d love and defend by something.
“Can you think about how that may really feel? I can’t, so I can’t actually let you know, however what I can let you know is that I’ve bought the perfect parents on the planet as a result of to at the present time they stand by me they usually consider in me.”
He dominated out taking authorized motion in opposition to the tabloid that pressured him, saying they’d “create their own law” to justify their method.
Shortly after the Sunday Mirror printed a entrance web page interview with him on Saturday night time, Mr Thomas, nicknamed ‘Alfie’, posted a video on Twitter saying he was “forced” to disclose his HIV standing by “evils”. It was watched thousands and thousands of occasions.
The former Welsh rugby captain instructed the newspaper how his preliminary diagnosis left him in a “dark place” considering taking his life, however that opening up about dwelling and thriving with HIV may “help others and make a difference”.
There was no suggestion that the tabloid journalist he criticised labored for the Sunday Mirror.
Sporting and public figures rallied behind him after the announcement, with Prince William praising the rugby star for being “Courageous as ever” in a tweet on the Kensington Palace official account.
Mr Thomas’ tabloid grievance comes after acclaimed cricket star Ben Stokes attacked The Sun newspaper yesterday for publishing an “extremely sensitive, sensitive and personal” entrance web page story on the deaths of his half-brother and sister. “This is the lowest form of journalism,” he stated.